Despair

  So I took Theresa's email. But didn't save it. What a fucking idiot. I feel awful. She told me to send her the blog link and obviously keep in touch. Now I will do neither.

  I have tried to electronically stalk her, though she is elusive. Maybe i'll spend the rest of my trip trying to hunt her down? Probably won't. I'm not pleased by the thoughts of not speaking to her again. She was good company and a nice person, so maybe she'll understand. Maybe she'll think i'm a cunt. I think I'm a cunt. A stupid one.